Beginning to End

I'm beginning to end
I'm done speaking to the unspoken
The used up, the last token
I don't know what to say to you anymore
Please step away from the door
The tables have turned and I'm lost now
But I don't want you to figure it out
I'll be blunt and unforgivably unreal
Take the time and let yourself feel
Who did you used to be
Now your only crazzy
The music is too loud
Time has run out
My eyes are the only answer for you
Puzzling thread running over the page
I cut the string.

Time Passed Backwards

You became unfamilar
I became something deeper
Neither of us knew exactly what to say
I was incredibly blank
You were the ink
The story was written
Before there was me
Time passed backwards
And there was the point
When nothing was there at all
Lingering shortly
Right here before me
I'll be silent
Until you think...

Old Friends

Seeing your face makes me feel inside

Something I thought long ago had died

Breaking the silence, I'll be first to speak

Wonderin if your words will be a slap to the cheek

So many things I want you to know and hear

Am I making a mistake? Are there gonna be tears?

My hands are shaking, I'm taking a breath

Between you and me, is there still something left?

This shouldn't matter, we are just old friends

That had a love once that came to an end

I'm not going back, I'm convincing myself

I took all our memories, placed them on the shelf

This is just us, catching up and laughing about old times

But why does your face make me feel inside?

Killing the Writer

Your sucking the writer out of me

Please stop, I beg, I plead

Your making me hate

The things that I write

I'm working too hard

But nothing is right

I finish and start again

Like I haven't begun at all

It's neverending rain

It's a neverending fall

I want to hate you

But I keep working instead

Praying to God

For the day it will end

I want to live

Let me love to write

Stop killing the one thing

That helps me sleep at night

You miserable person

You confused little man

Take this and anylize it

I'm making my stand

Tomarrow when you wake

I'll give you my last

Just give me the A

and kiss my ass.