I Can't Even Cry Today

I can't even cry today
There was a time in life
I felt I could change the world
But the harder I tried
The more I got beat

I can't even cry today
Like I thought I could change
All these things
But I'm losing more all the time
Now I want to give up

I can't even cry today
I think maybe I'll disappear
Without you this time
While shame eats me up
And I'll be gone

I've been searching for you
Begging someone to find you
But tonight I sat alone
I slept alone
And I woke up alone today...
I can't even cry today.